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sooooo gay!
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| You Were Born Under: | 
You are quick witted, charming, and bring luck to all who know you.
A bit greedy, you tend to go after what you want - with success.
Clever, you seek out knowledge... and eventually use what you know to your advantage.
You are very loyal, and you treat your real friends like they are family.
You are most compatible with a Dragon or Monkey. |
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| House go Boom |
[28 Nov 2006|04:14am] |
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http://kdka.com/local/local_story_331220504.html
This is about fifteen to twenty minutes from my house. BTW, the guy in critical condition, he was IN the house. I'd like to know what was going on in his basement when it blew up, did he have a meth lab down there? Reports say that's where it started. It was so big, nearby houses had their doors and windows knocked out, frame and all.
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| The Pink Infection |
[13 Sep 2006|12:21pm] |
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I've recently realized that I seem to have a soft spot for pink furs, or furs with a love for pink. It all started with Janus (I blame you!), then I met a lovely little vixen on Furaffinity named RosieVixen, a cute vixen with a pink tint to her fur. And much more recently, I've encountered a very lovely pink zebra mare named Gossamer.
Why is the love for pink affecting me?
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| Help..... |
[15 Aug 2006|12:38am] |
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I need some help. I've been seeking a friend of mine I havn't spoken with for four years.
Her name was Lillian (possibly spelled Lilian, she changed spelling on me a couple times) Lowry. She used to live in Texas till she moved and was born 5/8/1982. I used to know her as Lily_Dragoness, though she was also called herself Lily Windfire. In her last email to me she said she had moved to Arizona as a telemarketer, which was sent March 9th, 2002. I'll try to get more info from her two friends that I've spoken with, maybe a picture as well.
I did find these two posts at some websites that make me think it could be her:
http://elfwood.lysator.liu.se/art/a/s/asimonoff/dragonflightred.jpg.html
and this:
10-21-2004 01:13:15 (70.16.71.165)
I don\'t know...
-Lily_Dragoness (searsport ,Maine)
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10-21-2004 01:15:17 (70.16.71.165)
I don\'t know...
-Lily_Dragoness (searsport ,Maine)
from this site: http://www.bible-history.com/passion/weblog.html
Any help would greatly be appreciated. She was my best friend and I cared for her deeply and I'd do anything to speak with her again, and I'm tired of simply waiting for her to return to me.
If any information is needed and I can get ahold of it, I'll try to help.
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| Alone in this world |
[16 Jul 2006|10:17pm] |
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Yesterday...the angel visited me. She told me she wanted to help, that this world needs me again. This isn't my world, those aren't my people. I'm not a hero.
Last night I walked out and strolled the street, alone in my thoughts. One thought kept filling my head. "Where am I? What is my purpouse?"
I don't know what to do anymore. I...I think Nicholas Cray's dead...but he can't be, he just can't. I feel as if he's still alive, watching me, waiting for me to slip up so he can swoop in and end my life. I sent him plummeting to his death, and he was impaled on the fencing outside his office. There was so much blood...but no body. For a moment, I swore I saw a bloody footprint walking away from it.
Johnny's still doing the spy thing, though he seems a little more concerned about me, as I've withdrawn into my work. So many repairs need done. I need to find Cray and be sure he's dead.
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[13 Jul 2006|02:13am] |
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Gah! I need some roleplay. Some interesting textual roleplay! Gimme a forum, a chat room, something where I can play a fictional character in a fictional world!
In other notes, I need to get off my ass and get some of my things on my to-do list done, like upload photos from my conbooks from Anthrocon. And get back to writing more.
Also, I saw Superman Returns. He truely is one hell of a super hero.
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| Update |
[25 May 2006|02:08am] |
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*heavy sigh* Greetings again. For those that do not know me, I am Radar Nocturn...and my life, it's a story in itself. I don't wish to get into details, but it is a life I would not wish on anyone.
Currently, I've got enough to get by with funds, but I may need to look into work. My airship still needs repaired, but I can't afford it now. I've considered going into teaching...but it may be too risky for the students.
I feel as if I'm a hazard to be around, as if whenever I'm in public, someone's going to try and take me down and so many innocent lives will be lost. I guess I'm lucky I moved back into this house...this house where my wife first died, where my life changed for the worse.
Let me tell you about the area I live in, it's quite a sad place really. Alice and I moved here to get away from a big city, to enjoy the peace and quiet a rural home would give us. It seems like this area is becoming a deadland. One could film an end of the world movie here. There are plazas that are now dead, buildings that used to be bustling stores that are now hollow. All that's missing is either the walking dead or abandoned vehicles.
As for my roommate, I havn't paid much attention to him. The boomer's been pretty busy, but he has his own life to live so I've been hollowed up in the work room. I hope I don't bring his good life crashing down like I did mine.
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| So much has happened |
[17 May 2006|12:30am] |
I appologize for this sporadic updates, my work keeps me distracted...along with other more personal matters. But that is why I have you, to confide in and talk with about these personal matters.
First things first, I've tried settling into a more normal life again....it's not as easy as it sounds when you live with a secret agent who things it's cute and funny to tease you and flirt with you. I'm still getting used to the idea that this bisexual kangaroo finds me...appealing.
I've also decommissioned my suit of armor...my vigilante days are over. Alice is alive, and her daughter lives with her. I've learned that the little girl is going to a school for those with some extraordinary abilities. It's not surprising, I had never met a 14 year old girl who can teleport before and hurl a Mini Cooper with ease. I can only imagine the horrors she had to go through to gain such abilities at that monster's paws. Though I have heard she has a crush on a rather shy young lad...though he's got a rather pessimistic codename. At the school, they were asked to tell what they'd call themselves, should they ever go out as heroes. My little girl chose Legacy and I think I know why, but this lizard chose Nature's Freak, and she says she's tried to get him to change it, and only thing he's considered is Shadow Freak. From my researched, I found he grew up on the streets, abandoned by his parents and society, and I imagine that is why he considers himself a freak.
As for my own life...I think I'm in love, but I dare not tempt it. I still think that Nicholas Cray is out there alive, even after I killed him. No body was found, and his agents known as The Five have gone into hiding. I can only imagine for how long, so I must be prepared should they attack Alice and our daughter or me. If the only ones I care for are attacked, I'll give my life to protect them.
As for why I think I'm in love...I've met this striped bunny, sort of a zebra pattern on her. She's quite amazing and seems to be able to take well care of herself, in a defensive manner I mean. She's very handy with a pair of pistols, though I swear I've met her before. Her name is Rhubardin, and I've caught myself smiling as I think of her.
I guess that's a good enough update...I'll fill you in with more later.
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| Favorite things |
[30 Apr 2006|09:09pm] |
LJ Interests meme results
- blood:
Ahh, blood, what else would one who is a fourth vampire bat prefer as a drink? - fairy tales:
Many end happily ever after, and I guess that's all I ever wanted. The happy ending, the happily ever after. But my life is a tragedy, and won't end till the final curtain fall. - furry:
Quite nice, there is nothing more perfect then snuggling a soft furry tail. - gothic art:
The dark and macabre, creatures of nightmares and from the dark dangerous shadows. It interests me and appeals me. - hr giger:
The man is quite talented, his art a mingling of reality, fantasy, and a twisted imagination. I try to replicate that thought process with my machines. - legends:
To be a legend is to have your name remembered. To be forgotten is one of my worst fears. Legends are sometimes rumors, whispered among people as they try to understand. - masks:
We all hide behind masks, even those who deny it. There are multiple masks and faces to every person, how they show themselves to the world. The mask one wears in public is different from the one worn in private. - playstation 2:
*smirks* What a better way to occupy lonely hours when there is nothing more to do. - shemales:
*blushes* I'm afraid to admit it, but I find them fascinating. They are very lovely, and quite kind. I guess they are a little kink of mine - weapons:
Many of the world's greatest innovations were originally conceived as weaponry. Weapons of war and battle will always be with us.
Enter your LJ user name, and 10 interests will be selected from your interest list.
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| It makes you think. |
[15 Apr 2006|11:44pm] |
Stolen from muliebuck. Something to touch your heart.
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
Homophobia is wrong.
Repost if you agree.
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| Darn naughty ferrets! |
[18 Feb 2006|07:30am] |
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Posted because a certain ferret ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) janusd got me to post respond to his. *shudders* Darn him giving me dirty thoughts!
If you had me alone...locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you do with me? All posts will be permanently screened because it's a secret. Then repost this in your LJ - or don't. You might be surprised with the responses you get.
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| Randomness! |
[03 Feb 2006|03:04am] |
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Nightwish "Wish I had an Angel" |
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*insert random section from later Chronicles of Atom City Chapter here*
OF ANGELS AND MORTALS
"Why can't we help them, save them?"
"Because it is not our place. We are merely watchers, observing the world below. Even when they command the assistance of the demons and devils from below, we must stand idly by, ready to pick up the pieces when their world falls and to start anew. We are simply shepherds."
She watched him, shocked by his words, and it showed in her voice.
"How can you say that, much less believe what you are saying? They are truely wonderful creatures, we should help them...protect them! Does not a shepherd protect his flock from danger?"
The large gryphon sighed and looked down on the city below while he replied to her demands.
"That is why you were born among them. To understand them and help them. And should you fail, we will be here to rebuild. But there is another matter I have called you here to discuss." He glared down at the dove and she gulped, feeling like a child caught with her hand in a cookie jar.
"Yes...him. The bat who hides himself behind a demon form. You love him, don't you?" Divinity waited for Celestrial to nod before continuing, "I figured as much. But remember, you are an angel of light, and he's a creature of darkness. I sense many great things from him, and many horrible things as well. He can become the key to saving everything, or the one who destroys all before him. His life will take many twists and turns, and there will be times when he wants to make all who hurt him suffer, and times when he will be nothing more than a shattered wreck. You are to stay by his side, to pull him from the darkness and evil he's surrounded himself in and to let him know of your love."
The dove's smile caused him to pause before he resumed his speech, taking on a more serious tone.
"You will protect him and care for him when he is at his weakest and most vulnerable. He has some feelings for you, but he denies allowing himself any joy or happiness. That poor creature has suffered greatly, and you can ease that pain. As for the matters around Alice...the one he has suffered so much for, that...that is a very complicated matter and yet I trust that you will find a solution when the problem arises. Take care of him and he will take care of you."
The gryphon unfurled his golden wings and took off to the sky, fading away in the sunlight, leaving the dove to ponder her fellow angel's words and to prepare herself for the harsh road ahead.
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